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August 5th, 2005
12:06 am
Everybody I have on this, just to be notified. I'm opening up a new account, here's the address.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/tonkuro/
If you wish to keep hearing from me, feel free to add me. Until next time!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/silly.gif) crazy
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August 4th, 2005
02:07 am
Well, I started deleting all of my previous entries (unclutter and stuff), but you see how far I got on it. In other news...
Squee. I'm engaged. More laterz. ^_^
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/happy.gif) excited
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March 6th, 2005
10:32 am - *sigh*
I'm bored. I want Starbucks. That is all.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/sad.gif) bored
Current Music: Maroon 5- Tangled
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March 2nd, 2005
11:52 am - Stolen from everyone under the sun.
Name: Randy
Nickname: Rand, Randy Kay, Blondie, Alabama
Birthday: Sept. 5th
Birthplace: Long Beach
=Now=
Current mood: Hungreh
Current music: Hip hop, tv stuff
Current taste: Pizza
Current hair: Blonde, so totally cool and soft, in a messy spiky ponytail
Current clothes: Pink spaghetti strap, jeans, and a pimpin' sports jacket
Current annoyance: The days going by too fast
Current smell: Vanilla and pizza
Current thing I ought to be doin: Getting a job.
Current windows open: MSN, this one, realplayer
Current desktop picture: Some Sonic the Hedgehog one my sis put on here
Current favorite band: Maroon 5
Current book: A bunch of oooold Cosmos I found.
Current cd in stereo: Hip hop mix
Current crush: A local teacher (he's just eye candy), Clay Aiken
Current favorite celeb: Jamie Foxx
Current hate: Judd Harris getting ousted of AI last week
=Do I=
Smoke?: No, it's bad for the singin' lungs
Do drugs?: No
Have sex?: No
Give oral sex?: Not really
Receive oral sex?: That's confidential. (no)
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: I don't dream.
Remember your first love?: No, but I sure as hell remember my first lust
Still love him/her?: Umm...
Read the newspaper?: Yeah, it's small enough to just flip through.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yeah, but they're assholes
Believe in miracles?: I have yet to see one.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes, people are just too lazy to make a commitment nowadays though.
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Not when they're stupid.
Consider love a mistake?: Yes
Like the taste of alcohol?: When mixed with Pepsi.
Have a favorite candy?: Dark chocolate.
Believe in astrology?: Maybe the description of the sign you're born under, but not day by day predictions.
Believe in magic?: No.
Believe in god?: No.
Have any pets: Chihuahua, dog, cat, horse
Go to or plan to go to college: Yeah, fashion design school.
Have any piercings?: Yes.
Have any tattoos?: No.
Hate yourself: Fuck no, I just question myself.
Have an obsession?: I wouldn't know.
Have a secret crush?: Yeah.
Do they know yet?: No.
Have a best friend?: No.
Wish on stars?: No, that's stupid.
Care about looks?: Yes.
=Love life=
First crush: Some kid when I was in the third grade.
First kiss: Some ex-boyfriend
Single or attached?: Single
Ever been in love?: Yes.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: More like attraction at first sight
Do you believe in "the one?": No way.
Describe your ideal significant other: Someone who's tall, and knows how to cook. Not too logical or idealistic, just plain, maybe even a bit dumb. Can't like British humor.
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: I can't really remember
Have you ever been intoxicated?: Buzzed
Favorite place to be kissed?: Cheek. It's so sweet and charming, and it means your man is leaning in and wanting to do it usually.
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": Yeah.
Are you a tease?: Yes.
Shy to make the first move?: No, just fed up with making the first move. Get some balls boys!
=Word association=
Rubber: Allegic
Rock: Hot
Green: Gross
Wet: Eww
Cry: Coffee, I dunno why
Peanut: Ice cream sundae
Hay: Horses
Cold: Me
Steamy: The movie Unfaithful
Fast: Ducati
Freaky: Jamie
Rain: Flood
Bite: Vicious
fuck: you
Blow: It outta your ass
Religion: Southern Baptist, but I never go.
--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: Blonde
Eyes: Blue
Height: 4'11"
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: Paper
Ate & Drank: Slim Fast bar, Orange juice
Read: A fanfic
Watched on tv: Fashion Police
--EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: Club
beer or cider: Cider
drinks or shots: Drinks
cats or dogs: Cats
single or taken: Single
pen or pencil: Pencil
gloves or mittens: Gloves.
food or candy: Food.
cassette or cd: CD.
coke or pepsi: Dr. Pepper
this or that: This
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: Anyone who deserves it
get really wasted with: Esther
look like: Umm.. me?
be like: Princess Diana
avoid: Everyone
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: My mom
hugged: Can't remember
instant messaged: Jonathan
kissed: Ray
--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: Restaurants, home
cry: When I'm not around many. They don't need that drama shit.
wish you were: In LA, fucking famous
--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? I think.
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Maybe.
Drank alcohol? Yes.
Done drugs? Mebbe
Broken the law? Yeah.
Run away from home? Yeah.
Broken a bone? Yeah.
Played Truth Or Dare? Yeah.
Kissed someone you didn't know? Yup.
Been in a fight? Yeah.
Come close to dying? No, gimme a break I'm not some retard.
--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: Metallica. Ugh.
Your bedroom like?: A giant photo album/clothing store (I have mannequins and clothes hanging on the walls)
Your favorite thing for breakfast? Slim Fast bar
Your favorite restaurant?: Anything at the Caesar's Forum Shops
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: What?
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: I don't raid a fridge at night, that's unhealthy.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: Shakespeare In Love
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: Ass lipo
What is your biggest fear?: Elevators
What feature are you most insecure about?: My skin
Do you ever have to beg?: No, but I argue and demand.
Are you a pyromaniac?: No, that's stupid.
Do you have too many love interests?: No.
Crushes? Look up, retard
Do you know anyone famous?: Some retired film actors
Describe your bed: Dirty, changing it today.
Spontaneous or plain?: Neither.
Do you know how to play poker?: I live in Nevada, of course.
What do you carry with you at all times?: Cell phone.
How do you drive?: Fast and stupid.
What do you miss most about being little?: Nothing.
Are you happy with your given name?: I guess.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: Enough for me to start my own clothing line, afford an agent, and all that hooha.
What color is your bedroom?: White
What was the last song you were listening to?: 50 Cent- Candy Shop
Have you ever been in a play?: No, but I am now.
Who are your best friends?: I don't do best friends. In fact, I don't do friends.
Do you talk a lot?: No.
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: I'm just arrogant.
Do you think you're cute?: Hell yes.
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? No.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: Nope. Charming.
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: None.
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: Please don't let them be uber liberal protesters.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/surprised.gif) awake
Current Music: Melissa Mclelland- Rooftop
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February 14th, 2005
09:24 pm
I feel like a living version of Edgar Allen Poe's story, The Fall Of The House Of Usher. I'm slowly crumbling down, deteriorating. And, by the end of the story, I'll be gone, fallen.
I agree with another young man who posted something in his livejournal, except my opinion is tweaked in a way. You see, what I would change about me wouldn't be the faith I have in other people.
It would be the faith I have in myself.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Maroon 5- Secret
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January 29th, 2005
11:06 am - *yells*
Ahhhhhhhhh! Yes yes yes yes! I did it, I did it, I did it you mother fuckers! My ass is gonna be on a TV show! A singing one no less! Yessssssss!
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Lil Wayne- Go DJ
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January 12th, 2005
02:51 pm
You are Nabooru, the Lone Wolf Gerudo and Sage of
the Spirit Temple.
Which Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
I finally beat the Wind Waker. Yay.
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December 18th, 2004
11:36 pm - Holidays.
Wow, I can't believe it's almost Christmas already. Another year's gone by, with some good and bad things in it.
I've been working a lot of hours, and it's nice to make some money. I still have to buy presents for my Salvation Army angels. I think I'm gonna buy a new blazer. And then some Christmas presents for friends and stuff.
I met this guy who works Friday nights with me. He's a skateguard, and he knows how to dance and breakdance with his skates on, and he's really cute, who I'll call J. My mom always called him cute and stuff when she'd come around with the rest of the family, and yeah, he's cute. He'd always come around and ask me to play hip hop and stuff, and I'd just do it, and then me and him started talking one night about how people always hit on us and how people always give us their numbers. So later that night, I became the first girl he gave his number to. I was really shocked, and then he said how he thinks it's cute how I'm so quiet all the time and everything. I didn't even know he noticed me around until then.
Eh, he's 5 years older than me, 22. That's not too bad, right? At least he's not immature. Me and J went to Starbucks this morning, and then we went to feed the ducks. He likes animals, it's really cute watching him. ^_^ Who knows where this could go. I think he likes me.
I should go to bed. I have to work tomorrow. 8 hours, on a Sunday. What bull. Oh well, Christmas party after that, so free Sobe and chili cheese dogs.
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Darren Hayes- Insatiable
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December 6th, 2004
08:42 pm - just a quiz
My angst tastes like...
Black Licorice
Find your angst's flavor
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/sleepy.gif) tired
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November 30th, 2004
11:32 pm
The people at the receiving ends of these seem quite fitting.
Went skating today. My ass is disappearing.
My DJ job has taught me the term crunk.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/cold.gif) cold
Current Music: Lil Jon- Git Low
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November 29th, 2004
12:57 pm
It's hella cold out right now for the desert. It's the damned wind.
I'm not talking to Dustin anymore. He's a real bitch. I hate that shit.
Mom's boyfriend moved out. Jamie said she was going back to dad's, but we discovered she's over at her friend's. If she comes back I'm going to kill her.
My new job is nice. Better than making tacos. Plus, every geek out there thinks being a DJ is cool. Not.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/determined.gif) predatory
Current Music: Smashing Pumpkins- Ava Adore
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November 17th, 2004
09:52 am
You Are From Mercury |
You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows.
You probably never leave home without your cell phone!
You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you.
You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer.
Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything.
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November 12th, 2004
10:59 pm
Nothin' much going on. Me and Dustin went and played pool last night at Lonnie's house. Lonnie got his car stuck in the mud. The right side was up to the axel, and the left was up to the body of his little Fiero, what a retard.
*sigh* I wanna go do something.
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: John Mayer- Daughters
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November 10th, 2004
05:15 pm - It's been a long two/three/whatever weeks.
I'm tired. Finishing the rest of my schoolwork so I can graduate early, then I'm gettin' the fuck out of here. Or maybe I'll stay for a little bit, but probly not.
I got a job. And it's an awesome one too, not some stupid lackey job at Taco Bell or some shit like that. I'm a DJ at the new Skatezone. The only girl one, and there are three of us. I'm kinda the apprentice of the group, and the other two DJ dudes are really nice. They've been teaching me all about turntables and shit. And I get paid quite a bit, not minimum wage.
I have a boyfriend. His name's Dustin. We've been friends now for about two and a half years, and I liked him a long time ago, and he asked me out a couple of days ago. He's nice, and I just like being around him. Even though he has this whole broody image of his, but he's just a big softie. ^_^
I feel like going shopping.
Current Mood: good
Current Music: Basement Jaxx/Dizzee Rascal- Lucky Star
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October 27th, 2004
11:16 am - Happy Halloween.
So, I got a guitar. It's so hella awesome and I'm a really quick learner when it comes to the instrument. I've had it for about three weeks now, and I've learned most of the chords, and some acoustic picking techniques. Hurray. My voice coach is also back, and I have hour long practices instead of just half an hour. He says he's really proud of me, and from him, that's a huge compliment. I think I almost cried. I sang 'What Good Would The Moon Be?' from the musical Street Scene, and it went really well. If you read the lyrics, and really put the emotion into it, then sing it, it makes a difference, the song's more believable. The compliments he gave me really boosted my morale, so I've been practicing a lot now.
Saturday night I watched The Grudge. Jesus, that made me piss myself.
I'm being Charo for Halloween, and my little sister Sarah is going to be Flavor Flav from Public Enemy. Watching The Surreal Life does that to you. I wanna play classical guitar just like how Charo does.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/nerdy.gif) geeky
Current Music: Cats- Memory
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October 18th, 2004
05:51 pm - Woo woo.
Well, I just got back from some stuff I had to go through for a while, so that explains my absence. But I'm back. I feel like I need to bitch about everything, but I can't. I've left the past behind me, thankfully, and I feel fine. It's almost like I've started all over again, and at the right time too. I've begun a career in entertainment, and I'm planning on getting an agent soon, so far I've done casting calls and auditions myself, but an agent will help me find even more of them. If I ever become uber famous, I'll make sure all those guys and girls that made me feel miserable will be publicly humiliated on television by me. Either through song, saying so in an interview, or acting, they will pay. I've let go of the past, but that doesn't mean I can't condemn them to hell.
They know who they are.
Current Mood: predatory
Current Music: When Doves Cry- Choir Version
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August 29th, 2004
02:23 pm
THE RULES!
1 -- Leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed.
2 -- I will respond; I'll ask you five questions.
3 -- You'll update your journal with my five questions, and your five answers.
4 -- You'll include this explanation.
5 -- You'll ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed.
1. do you believe in love at first sight or lust at first sight? Definately lust. But love sometimes too.
2. pizza or subs? Pizza
3. favorite drink? Mountain Dew and those chocolate cream pie milkshakes at Sonic.
4. who do you want to be president? Me! No, I wish. Eh, not too happy with either candidate, but I'm rooting for Kerry.
5. old school big bulky cell phone or pager? Pager. Cell phones are the devil.
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Switchfoot- Meant To Live
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August 25th, 2004
10:51 am - I found prom pics.
With the newfound fetish of my scanner, I now give you more photos. This time from prom, which happened May 30th. ^_^
( Prom! )
Current Mood: flirty
Current Music: Robert Miles- Fable
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August 24th, 2004
01:28 am
I'm bored.
12 movies I love
~ Kill Bill
~ The Nightmare Before Christmas
~ Jacob's Ladder
~ South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut
~ Donnie Darko
~ City of God
~ Matchstick Men
~ Bridget Jones's Diary
~ Snatch
~ Rushmore
~ Trainspotting
~ Moulin Rouge
11 songs I love.
~ Tori Amos- A Sorta Fairytale
~ Ricky Martin- Private Emotion (don't you dare laugh)
~ Jim Croce- Time in a Bottle (favoritist old song ever)
~ Sweet Home Alabama- Duh, I'm from there.
~ Saves The Day- At Your Funeral
~ Zero7- Destiny
~ Basement Jaxx/Dizzee Rascall- Lucky Star
~ Kinky- Mas
~ The Caesars- Jerk It Out
~ Anything by Clay Aiken, but especially "The Way" ^_^
~ Oasis- Champagne Supernova
10 things about me physically.
~ Fucking short
~ Blonde
~ Short, shaggy hairstyle
~ Seen wearing expensive blazers all the time
~ Ambidextrous, but prefers left ^^
~ Pierced bellybutton
~ Hands are clad in fingerless gloves most of the time for flag practice
~ Low resonant voice for someone my age (mine matured fast)
~ Perfectly straight teeth ^_^
~ Beauty mark on upper right corner of lip (the 'model' mark)
9 things that annoy me
~ Nerds who take anime way too seriously
~ Cold feet
~ Birds
~ Students in my honors classes
~ Most LDS girls (love ya Michelle and Sarah)
~ Skaters who can't even do an olly
~ Ugh boots as a female fashion statement
~ Wal-Mart
~ Girls who wear really low cut tops
8 things that make me smile.
~ Jeff
~ My little sister
~ My band geek friends
~ Knowing I'm finally captain of something
~ Dreaming of kissing certain members of the opposite sex
~ Cuddling
~ Fires on Christmas (in the fireplace, you pyros!)
~ Snow, since we never get it.
7 foods I love.
~ Bagels!
~ Chicken Salad (which my definition is chicken lettuce and ranch dressing) ^^;;
~ Sonic Bacon Cheeseburgers
~ Cherry cheesecake
~ Sweet and sour pork
~ Celery with ranch dip
~ Spaghetti
6 things that I’m scared of.
~ Elevators. You CANNOT get me in one.
~ Chickens
~ Losing a good friend
~ This town at night. It's pretty freaky.
~ Never leaving this town
~ My 300 pound relatives in Alabama and their marriage habits.
5 shows I watch
~ The Amazing Race
~ Yu Gi Oh (hot bondage midgets and gay bishounen!)
~ South Park
~ I Love The 80's (that fucking rocks!)
~ Aqua Teen Hunger Force
4 people I would like to meet
~ Clay Aiken. Well, more like marry him. ^_^
~ Quentin Tarantino
~ The Queen of Jordan
~ Elton John
3 unforgettable moments
~ Meeting my older, better friends a couple years back.
~ Singing for the first time in the third grade
~ Alabama. Dear god, my accent will come and haunt me.
2 embarrassing moments
~ Blurting random shit out without realizing it in class.
~ Getting caught for ditching class (which I'm very notorious for, and very good at for that matter)
1 item I couldn’t live without
~ My voice
Current Mood: tired
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August 22nd, 2004
05:00 pm - Pageant Photos
People were asking, sooo...
( Piccies! )
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Gary Jules/Donnie Darko- Mad World
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